I'm in an odd mood. Really, I am. My car died today.. It just sort of.. died. But it has been resurrected... and I can't help but think... it must be the Easter spirit. It's wonderful. My car has risen. It has saved me.

Seeing as how it died this morning though... I had a legit reason for missing my theatre class. But.. I couldn't go back to sleep, and I really wish I had been able to because I only got about five hours. It's like, once I'm awake: I'm awake. There's no going back to sleep. It's not an option. Mission. Impossible.

Because of this development, I had several calls to make. Since I was going to miss the theatre class, I had to call and let them know.. or I fail the course. So I called... and called... and called... but no answer. Okaay.. so then I had to call my mom and let her know that she had to take me to my orthodontist appt. Then I had to call my grandpap and find out if he could take a look at my car.

Anyway.. I was about five minutes late to my appointment. Which I'm like, whatever.. but apparently it was a big deal. My punishment, or so I thought, was waiting 15 minutes in the waiting room. But no... not really... that's just standard procedure. My punishment was being called back and waiting in the fucking chair for an hour. Have you layed in one of those chairs for an hour with absolutely nothing to do?? Nothing to look at.. except for the occasional bug crawling across the screen of the opposite window. Every five minutes, someone would come and look at the my file. And then just walk away. No 'hello', 'goodbye'... they could have at least offered me a fucking pillow. I only slept five hours last night. I could have used the extra hour. But no. No pillows for Jennifer! She was five minutes late!

Soo.. I came home... and stewed about my car. I couldn't afford to fix it if it was serious.

Then my Katatonia cd arrived.. and all was right with the world. I had to reorder it after after some sort of shit ended up spewed all over mine. It was, like, sap or something.. i have no idea.. but it won't come off. But it doesn't matter anymore.

Anyway... my grandpap came over. And he pointed out the problem.. which, in the bak of my mind I already knew. My headlight got stuck and wouldn't shut the whole way. It eventually drained the battery when it was trying to go down the entire night. But it's fixed now. Everything's fine. It's gooood.

So now I'm back to my odd mood. I had an absolutely shitty day. But I'm not angry. I'm neutral. And I haven't been to my M-W-F classes in a week. I have yet to decide whether or not I'll go tomorrow. I've kind of given up on it. I just want to get out of it and go to technical school. College may work for some.. but for others it's just not right.